Sometime within the past four days, I’ve grown up. I don’t know how to explain it, or what’s happening to me. All I can say is that I’m way different. I’ve encountered some new faces, that taught me a lot. and got to know a very sweet soul. However, some old faces were also encountered, and they weren’t very pleasant. When the only guy you’ve liked since your very first and only relationship ripped your heart out of your chest is a total jerk to you, things don’t go over very well. Needless to say, I’ve learned a lot about how people really are. I’ve learned that you can’t judge a person’s character based on their best days. Anyone can have a day where they are the sweetest person alive. It’s a persons worst days where you really see true colors. It’s currently 1 in the morning on the 17th. And I have not slept since the night of the 14th. My mind has been racing and I’ve written tons of poems out of these past nights. I love my Lord, and He has shown me so much. Thank goodness for that.